atarashii tomodachi ga suki desune
부담히다
dull throb in my chest cavity
unable to swallow unable to take a lot of air into my lungs
neck pain
the only person that would take care if me is mad at me and won’t
first night i actually slept i kept getting woken in the morning because i’m a shitty girlfriend or something
hungry
really dehydrated
i don’t think i’m going to get out of bed today - i don’t think i could stand long enough for a shower. i guess it’s back to sitting in the tub while the water hits my face.
愛してる。でも、あなたは理科くないです。
あなたは私の一番好きともだちです。
i don’t want to play this game
now that’s support
and i am still inside you
homesick homesick homesick homesick homesick
you used to be alright
how come i end up where i started
how come i end up where i went wrong
won’t take my eyes off the ball again
you reel me out and you cut the string
i had a nightmare. the kind where you wake up and then try to will yourself to stay awake because the alarm is going off in half an hour anyways. the kind where you just keep dozing off and dreaming the same dream. the kind where you’re excited for the alarm
shitsucks.
love
